FUCKED!!
sometimes i just feel so uptight and ant to scream..
i do not know why but all my stress is only because of one person!!
i use to depend on that person alot and than we got into a fight..
he use to make me forget ll my problem ..
but he wasnt as good as i thought..
actually i knew what his reality was and i played along.............
just for fun..
now he is not my friend any more and i cannot cope with the sudden death of my dog..
i need him so bad but this tyme if we do make up,,
i am going to keep my distance so that the next time we fight, i wounldent be so hurt..
i think this is my issue.. I THINK!

my baby girl is sick...
ah yo her fever until very high .
samo tommro i going camp cannot check on her also..
my mama also sick so is my younger bro.
ah yo..sometimes i also wonder..why everyone getting sick..
i mean i was also sick but now i have recovered after the visit to the stupid hospital emergency room..
wah lah i damn exicted for camp...!!
i dont think i can sleep!!
eh want to go set alarm ah...bye!!


i find my self very choosy when it comes to bestie..
its like some people just step on their friends and i dont like it ..
sometimes i just want to have a die die best friend and although ppl say that they can
be my bestie....they cant..
well i do have a bestie that is a guy..and a good friend that is also a guy..
but it isnt the same cause we cannot talk some stuff like it will be akward!!
hahahs... ven is my bestie.....
navin is also my good friend...