sometimes i just feel so uptight and ant to scream..
i do not know why but all my stress is only because of one person!!
i use to depend on that person alot and than we got into a fight..
he use to make me forget ll my problem ..
but he wasnt as good as i thought..
actually i knew what his reality was and i played along.............
just for fun..
now he is not my friend any more and i cannot cope with the sudden death of my dog..
i need him so bad but this tyme if we do make up,,

i am going to keep my distance so that the next time we fight, i wounldent be so hurt..
i think this is my issue.. I THINK!