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Monday, May 25, 2009 '♥4:07 AM
new pic of mie!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol
Sunday, May 24, 2009 '♥5:43 PM
i am at school now.haven't updated is SO long . uncle anant took out the wireless thingy and i cannot use the laptop.i don't want to use the desktop .
i have been really stressed lately and to add on, kurt has been expel.he is one of my good friends.but seriously i am so going to miss him alot!
as for d.o.g i am not over him but i have been able to sayang dia but its just not the same.sometimes i call dia d.o.g.
yash also very annoying but okay la he very funny !
yash dont offended when i do not talk or reply short! i am just having a rough time.
all know is that this is one of the worst year ever.mabey because i lost d.o.g and myself.
everyone said i have change and i agree i have become less bubbly.like wgatever la i also dont care no more all i know is that this is who i become! deaL WITH IT...
i have been really stressed lately and to add on, kurt has been expel.he is one of my good friends.but seriously i am so going to miss him alot!
as for d.o.g i am not over him but i have been able to sayang dia but its just not the same.sometimes i call dia d.o.g.
yash also very annoying but okay la he very funny !
yash dont offended when i do not talk or reply short! i am just having a rough time.
all know is that this is one of the worst year ever.mabey because i lost d.o.g and myself.
everyone said i have change and i agree i have become less bubbly.like wgatever la i also dont care no more all i know is that this is who i become! deaL WITH IT...
Saturday, May 16, 2009 '♥10:48 PM
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long time never update..nothing special ma happening for the pst few days..
later mabey i update!!!
nothing to say so see new pic lor..taken with mY NEW phone =)
Monday, May 11, 2009 '♥8:33 AM
i feell this
when i am sad,ppl tell me this..dunt do ANYTHING STUPID (ect.. cut my wrist)..i am hurt enough..nothing else needs to be done to feel pain... and its true cause this past few day are one of the most saddest day in my life..lost soo many people!! ive also lost myself..but come to realise i was never myself but just becoming what people wanted me to be.i am nt alone but yet i am cuse no one rally understands my feelin....
Saturday, May 9, 2009 '♥8:49 PM
LOST
today is mothers day and mummy isnt hee.so sad.we are having a party at mx house.dunt really have the mood.
i worte a letter to papa a few days ago.all i want is a sweet goodbye letter for him cause we;re ending our relationship.i am very close to him and it is hurting me to loos e another dad.only i know the reason to why i came back america.people things its because of my friends but no.it is like rotting in the house day by day doing the same old stuff..over and over.
i am very sad.this year,i have lost many things near and dear to me.i regreat alot of things in life including being born into this family.i need to get it straight.i have removed my anger but now i have nothing to blind my sadness anymore i am stuck.and i dont even have dog to confort me.
imagin having to want someone so bad but u cnt have him.knowing tht person is dead or sad or we just cannot meet again.i really cannot cope in this.even my friends are drifting apart from me.despite having so many people around,i am still lonely inside cause u knoe no one feels the same pain as u .everyone want me to tell them whats going on but they think that its tht easy. i know what i have to do but i just have no more strngth.no one understand that i need confort not pressure.words hurt more than actions and words also help more than action cause you can actually feel it inside . but not a million words can explain how sad and unhappy i am inside.people always says that its nothing.which idoit would want to put it on them self if its nothing.it drives me crazy when people say that.will i ever be totaly happy?? will someone help me?? will this feeling to stab my self right at the heart to take the sadness away, actually go away???
'♥1:00 AM
bored!!
i seriously need to get a life.i am rotting at home!
i view ppls blog and i m so jelouse!! uff its like theirs is way nicer... lke nurul..
i dunt noe a think about blogging at all!
today on the labbie since morning!! lap damn hot.
seems like everyone is busy cause no one is coming online!!
on the 18 june gort this punjabi weedding and i am the brides maid.going with anisha kathrine and my sis.hopefully it will be a boom.ltr aunt sha and uncle anant going temple.dunno weather i want to follow also..hais..
i am at the face of my life where i have to change.i am not happybeing the way i am.i hope that my friends and family will support me in this.
mummy coming home soon with my touch screen samsung phone from u.k !!
miss mummy and i alr am missing my phone.
tried to sing today but i have a horrible flu..and no its nt swine flu!! i think!! :))
uff..cant wait for exam to over so school can start as per normal.i mean so i can stop concentrating abit!! :)) kiddig..shhh dunt tell my aunt.
finnally my brothers joke has stop.he has been carrying around this joke book tht he keeps reading to us ..ect (what did num 1 say to no 2?? she said i am no.1)lame rite??imagin having a hundred of those joke boing told to u even when ure tryin to sleep.!!
hais i updatte again ltr..punjabi wedding!!! here i come..wait..hopefully the wife doesnt change her mind about the marrige or i will kill her!! :)
see ya soon!! =)
Friday, May 8, 2009 '♥8:39 PM
MORNING!!
mornin! k this morning which is now rite, i dreamt that i hug my sis laptop.and when i woke up i was hugging the laptop!! lolx...later will update again la!! now also just bored!! and yash is sooo gonna die!! yashuuu, try picking up ur phone!! pishuuu iwont spare u jaan!! pishuuu wunt spare u!! jaanuu!! :)
'♥3:19 AM
bored!!
i am bored that is why i keep writing!!
stupid sanjiv keep on nudging me in msn .i am going to kill him when i see him.
seriously . i want school..not even saturday yet and i am already so bored.
i cannot wait for mummy to come home.uncle alfred bought for me a new samsung touch phone.so exicted!! hahas!!
'♥1:30 AM
hahas suppose to go temple..see pic!!!
ashish la...the on top wan i took at schooll!! nice rite!!
'♥1:27 AM
sad day
today i just cried and cried.. it felt like someone had died!! i am soo confusued!!maths exam was today..ah yea.. i oni dunno how to do map and scale!!!
ahyoee... second paper i think flink..just keep praying!!
Wednesday, May 6, 2009 '♥11:32 PM
today nothing much happen.
pe time i spent with my god sis inside toilet.
went to class listen to teacher nagging..
after pe me zihui and favian go buy food.
me and favian kena caught..wah mr.wee went to go and schold the store vender!!
hate him for that.uFF!!#
now exam also cannot concentrate!!too many problems!!
need to get over them la,or atleast solve it..
during cpa class i went to a deep sleep..wah so shoik!! :D
FOR THE FIRST TIME I ACTIALL WENT TO A DEEP SLEEP!!
lesson borin lor!!after that went to mother tounge class played bored games!
i kept on loosing in snap!!! so i just whacked my friends hand instead.. ;)
after that went home with tao wei.. :P
so yea..what a boring day...
'♥4:40 AM
what happen to my blog!!!! :0ah oooo...no more lioa all i write all gone
!!! whart happen!!! :((
'♥4:08 AM
whoohhuhh!!!
today zi hui did my blog!!! soo nice!! credit to her fully!!
Tuesday, May 5, 2009 '♥10:47 PM
SO LONG!!
so long i have not written in this blog!!!nothing much happening lar...fought with hui qin they all. they really mean alot to me.i oni gave this link to 3 ppl for a reason because i dunt want ppl to find out.i really miss the relationship i have with hui qin. jia en , joanna treat me the same!! me and zi hui oviously noting will get between us.because she is my god sis.i took many bullets for her and i can take some more.hui qin and me there is a huge distance now. ia m going to try my best to make up with her and b friends with patrica.i am willing t do all this cause they mean alot to me.i dunt know how they see me but i see them as very good friends.i will never forget all the time i cry to them.they were there for me!! i am going to try..
i really want to try!! alot of things is happening ..will update dunno when la..oya gotta tell zi hui my link...i promise if i update my blog i will give her!!! bye!