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Pooja Singh Jackson
Serangoon Garden Secondary School, for the 3rd year.
I'm just me.
LOST
today is mothers day and mummy isnt hee.so sad.we are having a party at mx house.dunt really have the mood.i worte a letter to papa a few days ago.all i want is a sweet goodbye letter for him cause we;re ending our relationship.i am very close to him and it is hurting me to loos e another dad.only i know the reason to why i came back america.people things its because of my friends but no.it is like rotting in the house day by day doing the same old stuff..over and over.i am very sad.this year,i have lost many things near and dear to me.i regreat alot of things in life including being born into this family.i need to get it straight.i have removed my anger but now i have nothing to blind my sadness anymore i am stuck.and i dont even have dog to confort me.imagin having to want someone so bad but u cnt have him.knowing tht person is dead or sad or we just cannot meet again.i really cannot cope in this.even my friends are drifting apart from me.despite having so many people around,i am still lonely inside cause u knoe no one feels the same pain as u .everyone want me to tell them whats going on but they think that its tht easy. i know what i have to do but i just have no more strngth.no one understand that i need confort not pressure.words hurt more than actions and words also help more than action cause you can actually feel it inside . but not a million words can explain how sad and unhappy i am inside.people always says that its nothing.which idoit would want to put it on them self if its nothing.it drives me crazy when people say that.will i ever be totaly happy?? will someone help me?? will this feeling to stab my self right at the heart to take the sadness away, actually go away???